
Happy New Year! We have spent the beginning of this year running around preparing, packing, and doing all the things you do before international travel. We leave in ONE WEEK for our 6-month trip to serve local ministries in SE Asia through the gifts the Lord has given us. We are so excited to see how God uses us and blesses His people in SE Asia through our ministry. Thank you for subscribing to the blog. Our goal is to tell of all the amazing things the Lord is doing overseas to encourage people everywhere that He is still on the move. So please share the blog with your friends and family, read, and be encouraged. He is doing BIG things. We have officially bought flights, visas, and travel health insurance. It is getting so real. We have been in communication with ministries all over SE Asia, but still need contacts in Vietnam and Malaysia. Please reach out if you know a ministry in those areas. We would love to serve them.
The nerves started to catch up to me last week. I found myself being reminded of all that a life in missions entails. I started thinking about the long, exhausting travel days, the illnesses that come from never slowing down or having a balanced meal, the fear that comes with walking alone in a place you don’t recognize while being watched by locals, the sights and smells of a new country that can feel less than welcoming, the BUGS!
But now, for some reason, that doesn’t worry me as much as it did before. I mean, I’ve done it before, I lived. I keep rereading my old blogs from my yearlong mission trip. They make me laugh, they make me cry, they make me wonder why I was ever afraid to step into this in the first place. I see God’s footprint all over every single one. I can’t stop remembering what He has done. Each memory cuts through the fears and insecurities until there are none left. Yeah, I might get sick, but when I was sick in Albania, we got to share the joy of the Lord with the young doctor. I may have long, exhausting travel days, but in Central America, we made so many incredible connections with locals through a bus ride or taxi that made it all worth it. Sure, there may be bugs, but … actually, I have nothing for the bugs. They were the worst.
People keep asking me if I feel nervous, but if anything, I feel joyfully expectant. Reading through my old blogs, I remembered the exact feelings, sights, sounds, and everything that was going on in the moments I wrote about. I am encouraged when I remember so vividly being in the van in South Africa on our way to share the Gospel with the families living in the squatter villages. I remember the first day, wondering how the Lord could possibly use me in that setting. But He did. I remember the second and third days, praying on the van ride that He would use me again. He did. I remember as the weeks went on, my prayers shifted. I didn’t just hope that He would use me, I was excited and expectant to see just how He would do it. I prayed for His glory, His words, not mine. I still pray this every time I go into most intentional conversations (and blogs.)
I remember the deep breath of relief that I took in the van, the peace of knowing that God would provide the opportunities to share my story for His glory. I remember the feeling of gratitude that came with knowing He was in control, He had been preparing their hearts and mine for that very moment, He had a plan, and He wanted to use me. That’s exactly how I feel now. He is Sovereign, He is in control, He planned this, not me. That is how I can feel so much peace, even one week away from a missions trip we can’t afford, with connections we have never met, in countries we have never seen. I feel expectant. I feel grateful. I feel peace. Just like I did in that van in South Africa.
God is orchestrating something beautiful, a magnificent story, for the ministries we support, for the countries we visit, for our own lives, for His glory. So no, I am not nervous, I am ecstatic. I am so thankful that the Lord would call me to this, so thankful that He would bring me the perfect partner for this, so thankful that He wrote this story with us in mind. With Him in our corner, why would we be nervous?
All for His glory,
Kallan
(Kaley + Allan)
Fundraising Update: So far, we have raised about $1,000.
We are so grateful for every donation we have received this far. Sadly, this amount is only enough for the first month of our projected 6-month trip. We trust that God will provide every dollar we need for this mission He has called us to. As a storyteller, I can understand why He may want to wait until the last minute to bring in the funds, as it makes for a more exciting story. But as the one fundraising, it makes me pretty anxious. We are on the edge of our seats, but still, we trust. If you have felt called to donate or have been waiting for the perfect time to do so, I urge you that the time is now. We cannot do this without our community of brothers and sisters in Christ. We are grateful for every donation and are looking forward to seeing how God comes through in the final days before the trip.


